How Do I Forgive Myself?
If anyone could have guilt about past sins it was the Apostle Paul. But he had experienced the grace of God and was able to say in,
Philippians 3:13 - Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before,
Philippians 3:14 - I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.
Please notice that feelings are not mentioned anywhere in these steps. Each step is a choice based on truth, not emotions. Stop replaying in your mind the old recording of your sin, which stirs up guilt, but instead replay the truths of Scripture.
Romans 8:1 - There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.